Some shit

Yo

Wed, 03 May 2006 00:26:55 GMT

Hello people of earth lol.Well today was fun I went to my friend johnnys house with fran we just hanged out talked about life and stuff it was really cool.Their was this part in the day when we were at this lake just talking shit that like 50baby ducks came up to us and they were so cute we may bring them some food tomorrow so we can fed them lol. We also were talking about what time period we would live in and I was like the 90's all the way.That was the best grunge just came out and like people were all just like relaxing listening to music enjoying life and having fun and we all would of cryed when kurt killed himself.

lalalalalalalala play

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 03:21:52 GMT

Well today was fun I went to a play at my school.My friend jenny was in it she was a fairy( reminds me of starling) but yeah she was great in it.I want to buy a two tone suit which is that black and white flag shit that you see on people who play ska and stuff. Today almost no one was at school so like my friend came up to me and I pulled my panits down and mooned him.He just was like what the fuck okay and thats it you see those are people that you know have a life lol they dont find the classic redone 500000times jokes funny.So yeah as I leave you I say " remember emo kid don't kill yourself run infront of a car and let them do it so that it really isn't your fault its the bad man/woman that ran you over.

I quit

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 02:43:44 GMT

Guess what motherfuckers I quit smoking.Its a great feeling to be able to feel alive again lol and remember the whole day for once.The only thing that sucks is im hyper and fuck I dont like being hyper lol but whatever.I have been up since fucking 10pm yesterday no sleep bitch but its cool sleep is a waste of time you dont get to live when your asleep and so your life is kinda cut short those few hours that you do sleep of shit Im making shit up out of my ass.

My HxC name is Ericxcorexcorexatxthexdiscoxcorexyo.........................Yeah right lol but it would be funny to see me saying yeah man im not emo im hxc bitch ass fatherfucking shit now leave me alone to go cry.Emo tears run down my face lol ok yeah im bored as fuck as you can tell so ill be departing now.bye bye

PS: Does anyone else but me know the meaning behind the word disestablishmentarianism.

Lyrics I wrote

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 04:30:24 GMT

yeah more lyrics I wrote lol tell me what you think their kinda depressing so yeah

N.M.T.J.H

I am
the needless waste of life
I cant
see pass my confusion
im one of those
millencolin driven fouls
Tend to be more
overwhelming than I can take in
should of been taken
from the world months ago
with my only push being to help others
I live for others enjoyment
as I suffer

with my own self pitty
I can really careless
of how I feel
dead as leafs on the ground
Step on ones self
because I mean nothing more to me than
a rock shattered in the street

numb as can be
nothing really effects me

emotion less
as everyone my say
i have just learned not to care
when really it eats away the inside
of every blood running vine I have
my own self hatred
and lack of self
just is a shadow of what
emotional disception I have
God had to of made such a creation
to forever torment its soul until
a finall breath has been taken
and put out of this state being
I believe I have been put here
for nothing more than
to help others in need

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 14:17:18 GMT

Everything has been takin from us
I cant believe
glory has for-shadowed us
Bloodly pools of stain glass
scoffed up knees
smoldering heat
overwhelming you
expanding needs
self set to distroy
end of sufficiency

decapitate
all belief in ones self
disarrayed thoughts
utter perplexity upon
human tendency

solicitude spent
In all we know
seven picture frame
composite of photocopy micro cell disorder
confidential projects
taken from a mind of thoughts
blown up
modern Society

trade me trade me
Trade me trade me
save me save me trade me
take me

soul servent
self de-tech
turn off de-tech

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 21:39:50 GMT

yeah more

Alone at Night (you can hear it on our myspace at www.myspace.com/fcmband)

dark cold winter nights
dead and dark alone at night
when all you want is to fall in love
you let the flood gates open wide
with some hope of something happening tonight
scared of being alone
sense of never coming to an end
just forget about it they say
it will happen one day
but you just cant stand it you
you hate every waking moment inside
and just for the hope of finding
the one who will adore
but you re just scared of being alone at night

I can't move on
its eating me up iside all night long
for the one love
seems will never feel the same way back

I leave my self
to think all the time
just woundering of times i wish i could have
of moments i wish i had back
turn back the clocks
go back in time
to where everything was fine
the days had no clouds
and everyone seem to walk seamlessly in love with life
no walls to break down
just endless feelings of enjoyment
i just want those days back
i want to be in love
i want the feeling of their being something to live for
i want to feel your arms around me
holding me and not wanting to let go to let go

I cant move on
Its eating me up inside all night
long
for the one love
seems will never feel the same way back

UMMM yeah more of the songs I wrote for my band

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 21:36:13 GMT

Well as I said before lol I found a good use for this so I heres more lyrics.

Scattered pleasure

I love you with
my heart and soul
and if all the evil
in the world was to
cast upon us I will
make sure to die by
your side and so are
bodys can be casted
next to each other
for eternity

with this world so
dead with all enjoyment
scattered around
with self pleasure
being the only thing
I can trust on these
meaning less feelings
I have should just
stay underlying for
immortality

desolate silent nights
come ever closer day by
day closing me in to a
trap burnning the false
statements I made
to bone and crushing
every memory I had

love the thing I
forever long for
which seems like
an eternal death
to my heart for
this everlonging
pain for shadowns
any hope

Another song

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 00:36:20 GMT

Hey everyone man I got another song for you people.Tell me what you think its short so yeah.

Currently unavailable
tragedy just as near
the blood red skys of death
message of the infected
with unholy passage
of suppose evil
the sometimes wounder
if your really their

Dependent on the few
addicted to lost
From the crimson chained door
memorys are lost
Smoke screen
departing those who lack
self

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 22:37:14 GMT

Hey I found a use for this shit for once lol so im going to post my song on here more heres another one.

JET BLACK SET BACKS

red drops of rubbing alcohol
I dont really need anyone
driven by the intoxication
nights of lonly thoughts

jail cell
of pain
Jail cell
of Pain

anti depresent
shattered memory
see the lieing faces of everyone
jet black set back

jail cell
of pain
Jail cell
of Pain

cross talks with no one
task undone
dry green grass
lets see the out come

jail cell
of pain
Jail cell
of Pain

Hello everyone

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 20:50:55 GMT

Lol I just want to post a song I wrote and if anyone reads this lol please tell me what you think

Euphoric State

I cant count the time
for every breath I take
with your name in mind
Seconds of back tracking always
thinking of the time
I last spent with you
I feel as you were heaven sent
magnificent to me
wonderful feelings inside
I only have you to bleam
for I
feel as complet as possible

blissful and content
I feel as no time has been wasted
when im with you
enjoyment so plenty
deeply driven to the core
with ever last word I said
means more than I can ever express

The soft spoken words
of your voice
everlonging pleasant
feeling you bring to me
with your magical eyes
and your beautiful smile
gently warming my heart inside
With all these emotion running wild
and your such divine grace
you instill in me this euphoric state
That I just dont want to let go

blissful and content
I feel as no time has been wasted
when im with you
enjoyment so plenty
when im around you
deeply driven to the core
with ever last word I said
means more than I can ever express

Maybe I should just update this shit

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 16:23:48 GMT

Hey everyone out their Im going to update my lj for the first time in like months.Well lets see yesterday was new years eve it fucking sucked dick.I was suppose to go to this girls house but my mom didnt let me because she was being a bitch.I mean we didnt do anything at my house so I didnt understand why she wouldn't let me go.Oh well fuck it I guess.It doesn't really matter to me anyways this girl most likely will come over to my house today to hang out and shit.

I'm going to post a song I wrote a few days ago.Comment if you want and give me your opinion.

Cold Dry Blood

kill who must suffer
pain is just another forum of depression
time makes you think problems have gone
when it just underlying within
I see the decay of humanity
upon the many souls on this evil planet

rush of cold dry blood to the brain
the bodys lying on the gray floor
motions diminshed
over the prolonged death of us

takin step by step
slowly into an aphotic bliss beyond this
god forsaken kingdom of torment
destruction of the mind
within 1000 prisons
holding the needless waste of life we have become

Fuck the world didnt end

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 16:39:05 GMT

I am still living with your ghost
Lonely and dreaming of the west coast
I don’t want to be your downtime
I don’t want to be your stupid game

With my big black boots and an old suitcase
I do believe I’ll find myself a new place
I don’t want to be the bad guy
I don’t want to do your sleepwalk dance anymore
I just want to see some palm trees
Go and try and shake away this disease

We can live beside the ocean
Leave the fire behind
Swim out past the breakers
Watch the world die

I am still dreaming of your face
Hungry and hollow for all the things you took away

I don’t want to be your good time
I don’t want to be your fall-back crutch anymore

I’ll walk right out into a brand new day
Insane and rising in my own weird way
I don’t want to be the bad guy

I don’t want to do your sleepwalk dance anymore
I just want to feel some sunshine
I just want to find some place to be alone

We can live beside the ocean
Leave the fire behind
Swim out past the breakers
Watch the world die

LYRICS

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 18:08:27 GMT

STRATA - You Are Eternal

I'm all ready.
Come on
And
Take me
Through it all...
Please lay down -
You're eternal
I'll never forget you...
For as long as we live
And forever after,
I will remember
You are eternal...
So don't let them
See you bleed or cry
And don't let up-
You'd leave us cold...
You're eternal
I'll never forget you...
For as long as we live
And forever after,
I will remember
You are eternal...
So, don't cry. (No, don't cry...)
For as long as we live and forever after,
I will remember, you are eternal...

Alkaline trio - I lied my face off

well, it's not fair, it's not even close. you tied me down, where i'm forced to watch as you poke holes in every part of me containing something secretly. something sacred to me. i lied my face off when i said that i would be okay. it's never fine when you go away. these cuts run deep. these scars are permanent and always on display. this makes things difficult for me. it's not fair, it's not even close. you fed me the sun. burned me up inside and watched me choke on everything we did. on everything we lived. let's see if i can live again. i lied my face off when i said that i would be okay. it's never fine when you go away. these cuts run deep. these scars are permanent and always on display. this makes things difficult for me. head like an empty, sterile room. somehow i made a mess. like watching newborn babies crack from work related stress. head like an empty sterile room. somehow i made a mess. like watching newborn babies crack from work related stress. i'm bad luck, can't fuck. got no reflection today. maybe i'll stay down next time i get hit by a train. by a train. i lied my face off when i said that i would be okay. it's never fine when you go away.

Alkaline trio - my friend peter

I dont care who you've been sleeping with these days
You're outta my hair
It's growing just above my smiling face that I wear
Every night I drink myself to sleep
Not thinking about you
Not thinking about anything at all

I don't care who you've been dining with these days
It's more than fair
Much rather be drinking anyways
With my friend Peter
Who lives so fucking far away
Yet not as far as you
Even though you live right down my fucking street

And I'm tired of sleeping with myself
I'm tired, all these drinks and drugs no longer help
I'm tired of lying about not thinking of you
Maybe my friend Peter can tell me what to do

I dont care who you've been kissing on these days
It's out of my hands
and in my mouth with such a pleasant taste
I need a beer to wash it all away without a trace
And then i'll drink 23 more
To wipe this stupid smile off my fucking face

I'm tired of sleeping with myself
I'm tired, all those drinks and drugs no longer help
I'm tired of lying about not thinking of you
Maybe my friend Peter can tell me what to do

FUCKING LYRICS

Nirvana

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 14:19:07 GMT

Well I was thinking and I want to know what every one thinks happen to kurt cobain.Do you think he really killed himself or do you think his stupid ass wife did.Voice your opinion.

Yay

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 06:47:31 GMT

Hi everyone.Me so happy happy happy.WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.Oh man I love guitars.I went to sam ash today and I got some new guitar strings and shit.I love how new guitar strings sound their like so clear.I got this shit for a belt that says fuck.So anyways yeah fuck it lol hahahahaha oh well something fuck yay.bye

FUCKing shit

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 18:38:30 GMT

Billy Talent - The Ex

Well, I looked at her face and then I knew she changed,
My heart turned black and then the sky turned gray!
My heart turned black and then the sky turned gray!

So I sat in my room for 27 days,
No she never called, I had something to say!
No she never called, I had something to say!

I don't know much and I don't know how...

Why would she put me through such torture,
I would have given my life for her,
She was the one that knocked me over,
Now I'm alone sitting on the corner

Well, I heard she's great and her new boyfriend's lame,
She can go to hell I'll never be the same!
She can go to hell I'll never be the same!

And these open wounds will heal with time they say,
My heart turned black and then the sky turned gray!
My heart turned black and then the sky turned gray!

I don't know much and I don't know how...

Why would she put me through such torture,
I would have given my life for her,
She was the one that knocked me over,
Now I'm alone sitting on the corner

Its good I guess

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 10:22:51 GMT

Wow I'm happy today.Like really no joke.I mean I'm so like yay haha whatever I'm weird.But yeah I'm just happy for some reason.Maybe because my best buddy came over and made me feel better.I dont know but today already started out good.

My favorite words

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 22:29:12 GMT

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck die fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck Motherfuckers ass fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Fatherfucking ass hole fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck Die motherfuckers die you ass shit heads fuck fuck fuck Dead is the best way to be fuck fuck fuck fuck

DIE

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 03:30:32 GMT

I HOPE TO DIE.YOU KNOW DYING CAN'T BE THAT BAD AFTER ALL THE SHIT THAT HAPPENS to use WHEN WE ARE A LIVE.ITS LIKE EVERYONE I THOUGHT WAS AN ANGEL TO SAVE ME JUST SENT ME BACK TO HELL.OH WELL.People should learn to just tell people shit straight up I mean its not that hard.Really its pretty easy you can just be like motherfucker I dont like you leave me the fuck alone or be like I just dont see you that way.ITs a lot easier you know.oh well bye everyone for sometime.

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 18:08:24 GMT

fuck wow I changed my background.I think it looks better this way.My band has 12 new songs.We are recording our demo and then right after recording our cd.The producer wants to start fining us gigs in south beach already so were trying to get our demo done so he can do that.I'm really bored so if anyone ever wants to go out or something comment or call me motherfuckers i need to get out of here.

need to fucking do something

You see Elise

So now we can all die

Shit

Mon, 30 May 2005 05:23:01 GMT

OK the afdc is no more so now we have a new cult.THE FTGC For Fuck.The.Government.Colt. Who ever wants to be in this one comment.Oh and everyone who was in the AFDC stop tell danny things okay and stop writing AFDC on things.

WOW

Mon, 30 May 2005 00:39:16 GMT

Read the lyrics to this song from blink 182 - Dysentery gary its a good song for why I don't like danny

AFDC IS OVER

Sat, 28 May 2005 06:43:41 GMT

OK EVERYONE AFDC IS OVER.WE DID WHAT WE WANTED TO DO AND NOW WERE DONE.SO EVERYONE STOP PUTTING AFDC EVERYWHERE.

Sun, 22 May 2005 18:26:34 GMT

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Gosh is your soulmate.

You truly love Elise.

You consider Alex your true friend.

You know that Magnum is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Johorny for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Elise is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Fran is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Dennis is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Dennis changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Johann is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Johann has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

Pissed out of my ass

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 21:58:24 GMT

Hi everyone.I'm so fucking pissed off its not funny.This is what happen that made me mad.I was going to go to the mall with Elise and stuff right and this guy was going to give me a ride.Well he said he was and all this shit and so I went and got ride and everything.Oh yeah he was going to pick Elise up to.So yeah I get ready and everything then Elise tells me that he can't take me because this other guy isnt going I was like what the fuck.Then what makes it even more gay is that he is still taking Elise but not me.That makes no sense.After that Elise tells me that he said he wasn't taking me because he didn't really know me and he thought I was some other Eric.First thing why even say you could take me and than say you can't.I mean any one of my friends would of picked up Elise even if they didn't know who she was.Thats what pissed me off people like that.I mean you said one thing at one moment and then something else the next and your still taking my girlfriend motherfucker I feel like going crazy and shit.I hate how the world is some times I mean I would taking him if my mom knew how to fucking drive good and shit.I hate all these motherfucker.The person that said they would take me and everything can go to hell ok to motherfucking hell.I'm so pissed that someone would do that.I know my friends would still pick someone up if they didn't know them and they were one of my friends.So i'm just fucking pissed of like a motherfucker.I just can't believe someones friend could be like this.I really mean it when I say anyone of my friends would of picked up Elise or anyone else they didn't know and I knew.So to the person that was going to take me never ever tell my girlfriend that you will take me any where because you know what you are nothing to me.FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and Elise don't feel bad.You didn't do anything wrong so don't feel bad about it.It was the person who was going to take me.I really don't think you did anything bad.I love you Elise